I'M NOT A TOY

Wah...you u really a NICE person...fuyohhh......u freaking came to me and use yr words and action to break my fragile heart...don't u? YES,i might not be someone that could make u happy all the time..only they does,right? yeap...when you're happy u went with them, talk to them and laugh with them... i wouldn't mind if u're just finding me when you are down...buy please dun treat me as yr toy...i'm tired of this...plz...i just want to be someone normal that can share yr sad and happy stuffs...but not giving me a damn....oh yeah... u love to do uncertain things when you're sad...i just want to tell u, cherish yr life plz :) how did yr parents cared for u?how much they put their effort on you? dont u feel childish when u want to end yr life just because of a little stuff?how would they feel if they founds out...yes... i never freakin boom out when i was being played by u, fool by u...just because i know u will change...i've waited for that day...but it never comes...what i am in yr heart? i hope i'm not just a freaking toy!